Sorry for lying to you that I will sleep~ however~I still couldn't sleep~

I am still thinking...keep on thinking...till I feel very tired~till I could really discover everything..

It is school tmr.... rushing life will start very soon till the last day of F.4.. w0w~time flies..

who i am? I am still finding who i am....sometimes,I feel lost....i dun know what should i do....

what i am doing and what i am demanding?....

acceptance...careing....forgiveness.....

i am not a tough person....but i use to it.....

still being too chlidish.......wishing everything can be simple as i thought...

but the fact is...i am living in a very complex world and living with complex people....facing a lot of annoying stuff and duites.....

hmm....where is my optimistic personality? it has gone already...since I grow....i am not happy like before......that i use to it....

tears are falling...

i am so losing it...