OK.....Today is Velentine's day ......... is none of my business now , I dun have any can go out with. That is hurt anyway , is the fact I have to fact , I think God did lots of things to me , GREAT . Anyway , the frist lone Velentine's Day ( Before I always have Holy Drama with me :P ). Velentine's day has no meaning to me now , no BF , dun need to think of someone anymore , when u pray , u just need to pray for God and urself , dun need to use 5 more mins to pray for a guy who dun love u .

Well .... Gary gave me a call just now , he was LSC student ( older than me a few mouths but he should be F.7 now , if he is in HK . So older than me a year .) we talked about our lifes here and also in LSC . That is great to have another LSC student in Mel. , dun know why , LSC student always know what u need . :P ( keep selling myself ) ok......whatever , I may take him to the church , want to bring more fds to church too , want to bring everyone I know become a Christian :P .... Want to work for him , so that is what I am doing at the moment :P

Everything is gd now , dun know will I feel the same thing tomorrow , but at the moment I love my life :P only at the moment >,< u guys know that I always want Khoi to kill me ( still doing my best to force him )

Khoi is such a gd guy , he is cute , and gd ....... well anyway , he shouldn't only study everyday , go out with us ( me , Stephanie ) hoho that will be gd for u my dear .

Today was great , first lone Velentanie's day , but I dun feel lone , because I have my dear Jesus with me now ( I know that he always here ) but , I can feel him more strongly than before :P in love with him again ?? hoho , never stop to love Jesus , that is true I want to be Jesus's wife :P

Thanks God give me lots of things , I know that he didn't take anything from me , but he did give many things to me . It same like I lost something , but no , he gave me more , what is that ?? He gave me friendship with my school fds , especially Khoi ye^u >,< and Stephanie .

I know I am getting stronger again , dun know why , after a few years I may dun need BF anymore , I can do anything by myself , so great , that I can be Jesus's wife forever :P

I know that i am not a strong girl , that is just a clothes I put on everyday , dun know why , want to protect everyone of my fds *(Fmale fds) . As I always say to the others , I am a guy , not a girl .