hey guys I write in english again ...... for u Ray........
Today I read my bible ( nearly finish !!! gd ) I saw a verse I think that is so gd , saw it once long time ago , but now I have a very different feeling of that !!
Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride;
Love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it takes no account of evil;
It takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true;
Love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. Though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end.
1 Corinthians 13:4 ~ 8
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hmm....dun know what happen ..... feeling upset again ......SHIT
what I am going to do is try to make someone to kill me :p and I got the candidate ... yup , Mr. Singh . I am going to make him very angry on Moday ( I got physics and further on that day I dun believe that I can't ) then he may roar at me and kick me out the door . After that he will tell Ms Wong what I have done , so I can be dead straightly .
well Khoi knows that why I feel so sad >,< he didn't cheer me up but that is gd because he didn't bad to me ( at that moment )
Also today I was going to finish my physics HW however I can't ........ when I looking at the book I just want to burn it .......... shit man.......only up to 1.5 .....That means I dun even do anything but Mr.Singh will kill me ( but he still won't kick me out )
should I do some HW tonight ?? Is 20:15 now ..... well dun want to eat dinner ..... I only have two carrots for whole day ..... That is what I want ...... now I am 48 kg ..... but my weight will keep going up even though I dun eat anything , so ....... it may go back to 50 kg next week >,< so from next week if u guys saw me eat any food that is not my luch , plz beat me stop me do anything to me . And also I may not eat my dinner ( like what nan is doing ) , only water ...... and coffee ^^ .
dun want to eat that goddam thing anymore ..... I am going to kill Dr. Ho ( yup so u fly to England and kill him then ) he told me is not going to have much side effect on me ( I can feel what is happening inside ....... better than before but getting fatter and slow !!! ) yup.......if u c this ring my mobile ...... or if Alex u r reading this shit plx tell ur father !!!
ok....maybe this is one of the side effect ...... moodiness ..... GREAT !!!
What happen of me ?? dun know ..... only know that I want to get away from that !!! is it possible ?? hey nothing is impossible to Tracy Au-yeung only " dun want to do" and " not doing " so ....... maybe this is the only thing I can't >,< .......
Tomorrow ( 11/02/07 ) is the only day I can train my drama at church ....... A drama wrote for them but I know that it's going to be suck ....... anyway I am going to train them like what I did in HD so is it going to work on them ?? dun know at least ....... try my best God does the rest ......
so ...... now is 20:41 still not sure what to do next ..... maybe try to make some chocolate ?? no ..... no target ......I got one...but he won't want to c my chocolate I think >,<
see !!! this morning I was so happy ( well better than now ) but now I am feeling sad ...... what the hell is that going on !!!
