i've been typing this blog for 5years
finally,i found that i've changed a lot
even my thoughts..
when i review it today,
i saw that i was very confuse before.
too many lovers appeared in my passage that i cant remember which passage belongs to who;
its really hateful..since i've never been serious in those relationships..
when i really wanted to love someone
he didnt love me earnestly..
i think its a kind of retribution
my heart was broken deeply and i wanna closed it forever

after a few months,
a boy ran after me.
he was the one i like during form2
i knew he likes me but i evaded him always
coz i dun wanna get hurts anymore
however,
everytime i evaded,
he didnt give up
after few months,
i was moved by his sincerity
so i try to face him
i didnt regret
as i found someone i need

we've been together nearly14months:)
my heart has been opened for him again
i kwon he wont let me get hurt
since i trust him in100%
coz of  him,i learnt howto face myself honestly
he is really different from other boys

although he always busy
i learn how to wait 
how  to listen
lastly,
i learn how to love.