u are so selfish
i cant handle ur changed anymore..
its really really really hard
dun u know i lost myself already?
everything is over
im leaving u
u broke my heart deeply..
i never forget today
never..

mayb its hard for me to leave someone that im still loving..
but i know i can find a better guy._.
who wont let me feel sad
who care about my feeling
who like studying wif me
who love me deeply and never  let me get hurt..

goodbye my love.
26/06/2011

情侶之間吾多吾少會有爭拗._.
學識忍耐同寬恕
原來系維繫感情咖良藥:)
爭拗咖經驗刀系必要.v.!!

今日.
系沙田火車站見到一個熟識咖身影._.
我不經意加快左腳步追隨佢後面
又不經意想佢發現我..
最終.
我停低左;;
腦海浮現一句說話:佢只不過系我曾經咖最愛._.

回想起幾年前我仲系一個細路-,-
同佢好神奇甘`觸電`搭巴士`行街`搭地鐵`再行街`睇戲`唱k`傾電話`
就算比佢改花名刀甜到痺~
佢問過我幾次可吾可以一齊`
我拒絕.
因為我太投入喇`
投入到晚晚發夢刀見到佢-0-
每日仲要比佢電幾次`
傾電話刀暈暈地~

最後我刀答應左..
我真系冇後悔過._.
有甜蜜過有期待過有爭拗過刀有痛過
佢系我戀愛當中最重要咖經驗
冇左佢我吾會學識哄人`
吾會學識電人`(haha:)
甚至吾會學識付出._.

我地仍然系朋友:)
留意佢fb
佢咖生活:)
好希望佢可以開心同幸福
吾再好似以前甘成日down._.

下次見到佢我會打佢個頭再sayhi.v.haha

祝佢同女朋友幸福:)
祝我同現在的最愛刀會幸福:))
ps:千奇吾可以比現在的最愛知;p不然佢會吾開心!~

haha
everytime i use this web coz i feel something wrong.
i let him to listen avril's'remember when' today..
actually.. i didnt said she sings my feeling._.
im not brave enough to let him know my feelings..
we jus dun hav time to talk..
everytime i need someone to talk to
he is busy..always busy...
playing guitar,go out wif fds,or doing something else..
perhaps im his nothing..

i know i cant be more important than ur fds..
but can u find me when ur not very busy._.

i know i cant be more important than music..
but can u listen to me first._.
i have many many things to say..
its many..
so much that i forgot mostly of them..

can i be someone's everything but not ur 'nothing'._.

when he held my hand again
i found that everything became nothing:)
most important thing is that love never go away~

something about my friends`
i kenw something that is bad for her
but if i told her, she would be very sad in school life..
i cant tell her since i dun want her to get hurt
but i dun tell her,she wont know her situation is dangerous..
what should i do?!
should i tell her or not?!

i love him..
i know i love him
when he asked me why i need to change when we still love each other
i duno how to ans..

i can wait for him when he is busy,
stay with him when he is study,
eat with him although im not hungry,
i can also do anything he want..
but when i just wanto stay with him for a longer time
he said he dunt wanto leave his friend alone..
how about me??why he can leave me alone??
its not the first time...
i really got hurt when i saw the msg..
always ask myself am i not good enough?
he feels better being with fds rather than me??
if not, why he chose a fd who meet everyday but not me?
too many questions in my mind..
love somebody is so hard
he asked me why im discontent..
i didnt ans either..
how can i say?!'coz i love you so much that i wanto possess you'?
he wont get it....
jus want him try to value me more..
try to love me more..
although im not good enough.