i love him..
i know i love him
when he asked me why i need to change when we still love each other
i duno how to ans..

i can wait for him when he is busy,
stay with him when he is study,
eat with him although im not hungry,
i can also do anything he want..
but when i just wanto stay with him for a longer time
he said he dunt wanto leave his friend alone..
how about me??why he can leave me alone??
its not the first time...
i really got hurt when i saw the msg..
always ask myself am i not good enough?
he feels better being with fds rather than me??
if not, why he chose a fd who meet everyday but not me?
too many questions in my mind..
love somebody is so hard
he asked me why im discontent..
i didnt ans either..
how can i say?!'coz i love you so much that i wanto possess you'?
he wont get it....
jus want him try to value me more..
try to love me more..
although im not good enough.