don't just see my face...

i always laugh...but actually i am sad....

nobody can understand the situation i am...

tired...without any help...without any love...without anything...

stay here...nothing i can do...

nobady is real....difficult to know them...know everyone....

the first time i feeling helpless...

everyone is change, as i am poorer...

i only can do nothing...ai...

how toilsome am i?

reality, only my parents love me...only they are true...

i am not any confident to face any others now...

unhappy to recieve my sister's message.

my grandmother just like a tiger...she knows my parents bear a huge study fee for me..

she still try to use any method to ask my parents give money to she...

my parents is very confuse now...they worry that i can't get full every lunch..

they can't know afford the huge money for me to have great lunch...

my dear parents, i am ok...i need to train myself...

i dont want to have a nice life now...

i just want to hard hard hard....

thanks to my parents...i love u¬

i will be backkkkkkkkkkk very soon....qooza....