don't just see my face...

i always laugh...but actually i am sad....

nobody can understand the situation i am...

tired...without any help...without any love...without anything...

stay here...nothing i can do...

nobady is real....difficult to know them...know everyone....

the first time i feeling helpless...

everyone is change, as i am poorer...

i only can do nothing...ai...

how toilsome am i?

reality, only my parents love me...only they are true...

i am not any confident to face any others now...