今日終完試啦~

不過都唔知係事定壞事?

下星期開始就要回復超級忙碌既生活,

而且冬天漸近.........

開始對生活再次產生恐懼,

又是自己給自己無形的壓力.

啊~

我幾時先可以放開懷抱?

我有好多好多野想做,好多好多野想做..........

但係人始終都比時間控制住.

星期2補習,星期3做義工,星期4練波,星期5又練波,星期6都係練波,星期日family day.

all my favour.

but oh my goodness,

i have plenty plenty plenty things need to do.

the time table is full every day except monday.

that's mean i have to prepare all of the things of the whole week.

sometimes i think,

should i spend a few time to keep my friendship with my fds in CSS,tt and also SES?

since i discover that  i seldom communicate with my classmates and chat with them in-depth

i just always spend my recess time to do my revisoin and hw.

as a part of the class,

i feel so sorry that i always ignore them.

but i know lots of them accept me. 

i really really want to have more communicatoin with them but.........

i don't know how to action.

lots of people said that i'm a persuit of perfection.

in fact,

i want i can be the best on everything.

maybe due to my personality,

so i hv lots of trouble.

how can i become happier than before????

what should i do???

i wanna know the answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh~

how mad am i ~.~