my grandmom still lives in hospital.doctor find something in her氣管.that's 腫瘤...
they don't know it's good or not.they must make other test.if it's bad,they might cut it very soon.

in these day,my grandpa goes to hospital to visit her everyday.he looks so tired,not only her.
i hope her can get out of hospital soon...

生存的人有時會比離去的人還痛苦

i got a cold....

b/c i worked out of the shop all of the day,and the weather changed very fast.
sometime hot,sometime cool.and then it rained very hard.it was terrible...
but i still worked out of the shop...so i got a cold.
it is not a good job~

this web site isn't allow to upload mp3 now...
although i cannot upload mp3z' now,yet i'll find another site to upload~

婆婆昨天去了downtown的醫院...因為她的呼吸很不暢通呢,現在要留院觀察...
現在只剩下公公一個留o係屋企,感覺很冷清,很孤單~
我知道只有一個人的感覺是如何的,我都知道公公係好掛念婆婆的,盡管婆婆如何蠻不講理...
所以我都今天都去陪伴公公睇電視,希望可以令他覺得沒有那麼寂寞.
其實是我陪公公......還是公公陪我??

我今天早上去了china town返parttime,去到的時候我的boss話今天唔駛我返工,她依然懷疑我偷了她的錢...
無人相信自己的感覺很難受~我沒有直接同她理論,因為我知道我愈去解釋,她愈會懷疑我,愈要去話我.
現在我還需要呢份工作,所以我會忍耐.我相信我會好快會改變現時的環境.希望不是環境改變了我......

我一直都好有決心行自己的路,我現在一步一步的實踐,雖然現在都是學習的階段,但往往好多人抱住負面,質疑,不信任的態度對我...aunt(別人的媽媽),姨媽,姨丈,我的boss他們也是...我沒有怪責,抱怨他們.我起初認為呢D都係自己的事,盡全力去做就可以了~但他們始終會影響到我的情緒...

我都唔算好細個,我覺得有好多事情我自己應該可以控制到,決定到...
原來唔係,在哪裡讀書,在哪裡返工,食什麼東西,都唔係我決定的~連幾點沖涼,幾點睡覺,飲幾多牛奶,用幾耐電腦,開多少燈,都唔係我可以控制到...感情方面當然控制唔到啦,我現階段可以控制的是睡覺時側睡還是正睡~~

我現在覺得蠻開心的,因為我有屋企人(雖然老豆同家姐o係香港),又有朋友(絕大部份都o係香港),又有女朋友喎(自己覺得係),都幾好吖~~

i update my diary today~and change the music box.
there has some old melodies like "yesterday once more",they are as good as the new songs.
i didnt know that song before.my teacher told me last lesson.this is a famous melody in 80'.

i also add Eason Chan's song inside."人來人往" b/c 麻油麵 like this song.my favorite singers are Jay Chow and Eason Chan,i might add some Jay's song later.

"二十世紀少年"is as good as them,Ping Pong's song.u might feel comfortable,when u hear it.