Thanks Gwen for letting me know how stupid I have been - to amplified the sadness and showing people how 富貴 I was.  She also gave me the definition of the words "Friends", "Sharing", "Joke" ... although not directly to me, but 小女子受教，就此謝過。

過去我太愚蠢，以為世界會因我而轉動，所以會說自己是「貴人」，出門會招風雨 ...

過去我太愚蠢，以為與「朋友」分享自己出門見識的喜悅，原來其實是「晒命」...

過去我太愚蠢，告訴「朋友」自己的苦況是把不幸擴大，不懂欣賞當中的美 ...

I'm so sorry that I'm only human, the very ordinary type.  Now I know making joke and sharing my personal feelings with other people is an act of not knowing how to glorify the beauty behind sadness and unhappiness.  Sharing my joy with other people is an act of 晒命 ...

Then I deserve to be a 老處女 - 老是獨處的女人... because I should not have friends from my own definition ...