After a long day's flights (from Bangkok to KL then back to HK - thanks for the Thai Aiways), I'm home - finally.

Today when I woke up, I felt kind of loneliness.  After all these business trips in 2005, I should have got use to it.  But it's really weird today.  I thought and thought ... all these trips I went on the road all by myself (well, especially this time I left on a typhoon day), arriving a strange city alone, checking in a hotel and stay there all by myself and then came home alone.  Although I really do enjoy being alone, but the feeling is really strange.  Seems like that if I disappear suddenly, nobody would really care.  My family will "operate" as normal, my "friends" will be fine and I think the "most serious" problem is that nobody in the office can pick up my work immediately.  They will be in a panic for a while, but finally it will be fine.

I know I'm minimal but this feeling has never been so strong like this time.  Perhaps, I'm ready to vanish ...