This morning when I read online stories, I found something which was really "sound of my heart":

我一次次告訴自己「要堅強！你可以的，你辦得到的。你一定要堅強、要勇敢、要努力…」一次次，我不斷說著、不停重複，終於成功催眠自己，讓自己變得勇敢又堅強… 

The only thing not being mentioned in the story is the ending of this statement:

這讓我最後變得沒人疼沒人愛 ...

So you see, there is still somebody in this world understands you ...