Ever since the beginning of this year, everything seems happending against me:  work, family, even the god damn friends.  I wonder what I have done wrong lately.

Well, first of all, family.  I can swear to god that I devoted myself wholly to the family but I don't know why I deserve this.  My parents are simply changed to another people that I don't know them.  If I have any useful value to them, they speak nice word to me.  Otherwise, all words have "bones".

Work ... it's life that I don't (and can't) blame anybody.  Just next time, don't whole-heartedly work for your job or your heart will be broken, just like being dumped by your sweetheart.

Friends ... this is a good test.  People always say when there is big things coming to you, you'll see who is your friend.  Seems the beginning of the year, the real faces of people came out.  You see I really mind it.  They help me define certain words and set standard on certain things, and now, I feel good that not too many pig-dog friends are around me.  Those around are pretty good ones.  This is the lucky part.

As I said, tomorrow?  I don't want to think about ...