I'm not good at making choices - particularly at difficult situation. 

Now there is one in front of me - stay or go.  Stay?  Unforeseen organization re-restructure and possible redundancy again (but no good package).  Go?  unforeseen future due to my mid-age crisis.  Oh~  Can anyone give me some advice.

The funny thing is the superstitious Michelle has once asked for Tarot reading and the answer was "do whatever you want to do and you will cherish the outcome".  See... 

  <the expression is 忐忑不安>