just today......

in the lessons,i really want to shout out

for what?

for my future,does it work?

maybe not.

I really want to stop my terrible thought

in several time,my eyes fill with water

they cannot escape out...

just like me...stay at the origin..

I'm so afraid in my heart....

i really cannot cope with such things

just ask for how can i do

there is no answer

angers are accumulated

cannot release out...

someone said right...

i am really a problem girl

thinking in the worse way...@@

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just for the incident of my grandmother

i feel like i am cold-blooded animal

i am not upset for this unfortune....

what a bad guy is!

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think positive...

this is a difficult goal for me to achieve

To myself:

anyway.....now

the first thing i do is your study

do not make your idol dissapointed

Oh~~dear cousin...

i promise i will try my best

because of my dream which we work together...^^