Too bad~!!

my result of the exam is too bad~

chinese history - fail~

chinese - 50

...

god~

all the subject that in chinese is between 24~50

all fail~

how come??

although I love english more than chinese~

I'm a chinese too~!!

how come my chinese is too poor??

what can I do to improve it??

I don't know~

But I only know that~

I can do nothing~>.<

Love~snow~

ILL~

I'm so happy and upset today>.<

it's impossible~!!

happy cause my mother is so stupid that

she believe I that I have to practise piano with fds and practise dance with another fd.

so she let me to go back home at 5:00p.m.

upset cause I think she is so stupid...

how can my mum so stupid like that???

I hate her very much~!!!

Why does she like that???

why  why  why... ...

Love ~ snow ~

A week left~

I have joined some competition of piano.

one is going to start in the day that just a week later~

I was so scared about this cause I haven't start practise  it~

It's so difficult for me~!!

I really don't want to go to the place that the competition  start~

Who can help me~??

Forever Love~ snow~

Around this month,I was poorly in prison.

Why?

cause my mother was always at home.

She didn't let me use the computer and also out for play or study~ >.<

I don't know why~

She has been locked me for 13 years 

until now~

she still locking me at my home and school~

I hate her very much~

Although I know that she was helping me from being a poor student.

but how can a person just stay at home or school in 13 years? 

Wt can I do~?

Pls tell me >.<

Forever Love~snow  

Today,I feel very tired. 

I don't know why,but only I don't want to live~ 

just like a red big balloon suddently broke in many  different size of blood cell~ 

I see many snow~ 

Do they know my feeling? 

I don't know~ 

but only~I can feel that they are happy and joyful and jumping and  ... ... 

I thinf that they are helping me and they wanted to make me feeling better and better  ... ... 

Do I sick? 

I don't know~ 

but I know that I just don't want to live~ 

Forever love ~to snow~