Today,I feel very tired. 

I don't know why,but only I don't want to live~ 

just like a red big balloon suddently broke in many  different size of blood cell~ 

I see many snow~ 

Do they know my feeling? 

I don't know~ 

but only~I can feel that they are happy and joyful and jumping and  ... ... 

I thinf that they are helping me and they wanted to make me feeling better and better  ... ... 

Do I sick? 

I don't know~ 

but I know that I just don't want to live~ 

Forever love ~to snow~