6/9/2006, tonight... jojo broke up with her bf by little things..... then i was talking with her whole night long...comforting her... say sth and try my best to make her happy n comfortable...then she admit me as her internet bf....after tat night...she seems treat me better and better...from her talking style - - ' ...next few days....i hv been thinking sth crazy in mind though....cuz dun know ar.....just go crazy when fall in love - -... think all kinds of crazy, ridiculous stuffs....oh my god ~ .. the wk between 19- 23... my msn name s like 一顆沈寂的心,不如就此結束了吧... wrote it as sad as possible....in order to attract her talking to me ...she reli did.. n she seems called me tat night....got 2 missed call...i asked mom, brothers if they called me, but they said no...so i thought it should be her calling me lah....however.. she denied ..== .....and then we chat @ msn....but ai....i went offline after talkin' with her a bit....pissed her off ...mb..//cuz  i was reli confused in my heart...sumtimes thought i cant love her.....cant talk to her anymore....sth like tat.....what the heck.....my mom didnt think i should get along with her either.....on saturday night.. we talked so long til four sth... until she felt sleepy....  n i slept at five sth... didnt know y i woke up @ 9 though-- ...mb too worried things & stuffs...and she woke up at 11 or 12 sth lah....and we chatted again- -....she asked me if i did sleep... and with this face = = . .haeahae......dun know y  i 'm so happy each times she cares abt me....甜到入心.kaka.^.^ and we chated abt sex== ...she seems hv interest of this...for some reason...after ask me if i have had fucked ever...n i said i thought i told u, then she said'  u never did it ' , and i sent a sad face, and she laughed' and she said ' u are not willing to talk abt these before,n me say gum we get closer ar ma', and i told her i could do it if i want... i could find a gal easily....she said huh, i like virgin better...ai...bin tai ga = = and i asked her how many times she has done...she said 3 times...two with ex bf...one with almost bf..got sex after drunk.==....i was angry to hear it...for some reason......fuck...and then i said gum u 5d come down here la.. and do with me lah..haha... she just keep saying u come down here, u come down here la-- and i said many many things...basically just persuade her to come down here.....like transfering to here..got the best business n education program here... and she s like ' i dun see u study at all wor..sth like tat.....- - man, it did hurt.....and then i said sth out by my heart, like u become part of my life..i get used to talk with u everyday....i cant miss u, sth like that la...i didnt study well becoz i too missed her, if u come down, i 'd hv motivation and i 'll study well...but she just ........ and said haha, dun give excuses to urself - -  but then we didnt talk again= =....and got cold by car= = incredilble..mb the air conditioner too strong.. and close windows..so...anyway....i wrote words on msn .. and she replied me ar...heeha.. she said sth like 還是睡不好,怎麼搞的,討厭的夏天.... thx.. pig pig.....i regreted i didnt reply her == ...扮乜野姐你= = aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..............goddamn~ n we hv ent chat during this weekend.......ai..suen ba la... i dou hai study hard suen la..... last few days. said sorry to mom cuz didnt study well....and too lazy......i promised her i would study much harder, harder, and harder.....cant waste any more time~ hope i could see her soon.... ask her when her school end, she say mid aug.... ai.....i want to see her ar..........god, buddha,plz help me , help me out...plz .plz....i hope wht fortune cookies say will come true......

ps: how come i would be like Edward Tsui gei..........wth...no wonder he said i 'm like him la,,personality a ==

no way.... hay, ya re the best one in the world....the most handsome one, n u re the best of best, dun worri abt girls , lol........