on thursday , 6/8 ...after watching nba ,dallas shot down the heat ,led 1-0 ..and at night...my head was just thinking those sentences all the time....is it my fault....it s ur fault, man ..why dun u blame others too. dun be childish........and thinking every word i hv been talking with her these few months..so depressed...and got wrong way going to vrc.....and got lost around 1 hr.....fuck......going around a road called Cal Young,,,fuck it .. it s so fricking long......cant see the end....finally went to vrc with several times practise..jesus....after back....cant tolerate.....went to 7-11 to buy a pack of cigarette,marburo....went to the parking place in front of sehs...heea. so stupid... i smoke upside down....didnt feel anything..went back to 7-11 and intended to buy a cup noodle...saw Albert...buying coffee and snacks.= =those food were nasty...hehae..i am abt same height with him,,remember i was little shorter than him last few yrs...anyway.. he s surprised that i smoked ...when he asked me to get him a ride...so wht..anything could happen....in this fricking world~

  on friday, 6/9 ...at night....got smoked with ken, , i smoked two branch,,,this time reli smoke lu...feel 'wing wing tai' in head..mb reli smell to inside ....

 today....went to santennial loop to interview....not offical interview..that guy was funny...whn i was trying to find the way to get in...he was skateboarding to find me....i thought he s just a staff or sth...but wth..he s a boss....and he s only 25 yrs old..he says it s middium,not young,not old..lol.gradute at OSU when he was 22....studied science.....then he opened a company by himself...wow.....a small company which s doing part of jobs for a big company , cutco...so it s like one part of it...whichz doing marketing,mostly....so i think i will be donig customer sales and service.= =... thatz wht i hate....anyway..should be a good experience la ge...hope they will hire me lah~ smoke two branch of cigaretter agian.....die la...getting used to tim ..help me out ,god~