ai.................how come ......how come ......it seems that problems are appeared forever forever long........why......why.........i reli reli reli reli wanna ask why lor .......how come seems every lovers/ sweetheart/ lovebirds hv problems once a while ...........is human relationship reli hard to deal with..i wonder......when two come together, does it hv to sacrifice ur own time, space, money, many many things, etc............it s such as a good knowledge/ erudition to learn how to cooperate with ur company well.........oh...gesus christ.....would i get the answer from reading bible......huh......i reli find the answer out..i know i am learning , i am learning , no one has known everything when they comes into this world......i know . i know .......i can get it . i can do it . i hv gota trust myself......i needa, n i hv to....i hv to be confident.....be smart.....and be more sophisticated.....i gota be...otherwise, otherwise......i cant give up myself...come on, bro......u re the one, wake up , wake up , wake up , wake up ........... be a man, rather be a nut/ asshole........mom....sorry......mb it s reli time for myself to grow up in this moment.....i needa be someone whom can trust, able to take care to...............

   where is my future......where will my future be..............

can sby help me out.............. i can not lose any more ........i dun want my life messed up...... plz....plz....plz....