其實.....我一直都想同靖講清楚,今日,我同佢傾計個陣~佢問我,,你係唔係鍾意左個個女仔,我同佢講唔知,有就有好感,但好似冇可能一齊........跟住佢同我講,如果我鍾意左個個女仔,佢就會退出,如果我唔係鍾意個個女仔,就要我同佢講清楚,其實.....連我自己都唔知我係咪鍾意個個女仔,但我同個個女仔既關係,好似已經超出左好朋友,,有一種男女朋友的感覺,,,基本上,,我係鍾意左兩個人,但兩個之中,,我點先可以選擇到一個我真正愛既人~靖同我傾完之後,佢應該會喊左好耐,好擔心佢會因為我而病,,,,希望佢唔好為左我而介手,因為,咁我會更內疚,,,,我怕..........佢會為左我而唔嫁第二個,我更怕,佢會傷害自己~我......真正鍾意既,究竟係邊個?就連我自己都講唔出~我諗,係呢個月,我唔會再理其他人,認真咁諗清楚!!!