WTF!( Sorry, I don't usually say this)

I'm blue again because I'm not being given approval again!

  Tell me, I have no talent in dancing nor studying,

so what am I able to do?

  I've tried so hard to love ballet,

but my body keeps telling me that I don't belong here.

  I can't escape from school, because it is compulsory,

but should I continue to dance?

  Why would you keep pouring salt on my cuts?

  I'm still getting use the discontents amongst my life.

Is this the fate I can never get rid of?

  I dare to fill this sky with fire but I'm not brave enough to shout that I've had enough.

I still have some humour left.

  I'm not the animal that can be encased,

you can tie me up, but you cannot keep my soul.

Ignoring my words is the silly thing you do to me,

rejecting my requests means you're dummy,

you will regret for what you have done, I swear.

The lies you told to defense for yourself were just all alibis.

  My life is not controlled myself from the very beginning,

because what you did have been pushing to the path of darkness.

The world with my tears will disappear, because the pardon of mine is leaving,

I'll not shout at you or beat you, because I'm going to push you into the the land of horror.

  Laugh when you can, cause cannot do so soon.

I'm sick of forgiveness already.

Watch my frightening revenge with your desperation.

  Oh, my wicked soul!

  與其忍耐，不如面對吧！

若是溫柔的錯便請捨棄、

若是眼睛的錯便請流血、

若是內心的錯便請刺掉，

在痛哭後要學懂的不是原諒，

而是僧恨。

  在絕望中找到了線不是要爬上去，

而是把推你進絕望的人拉到自己所身處的絕望中。

不，怎可能？

是要把他推進更深的恐懼與黑暗中。

  寬恕不是偉大，只是自虐。

漫無目的地跑又有何用？

  是堅強嗎？只是逞強吧！

倒不如說是軟弱。

  Strength is sometimes revealed by embracing loathe.