昨天終於知都了所有科目的成績，

當中當然有喜有悲。

喜，

是因為Geography 的成績進步了

(大概是因為要考的東西少了)；

悲，

是因為我有些科目低分是由於我那些白痴仔基因在我考試時出來摀亂，

使到我有很多 silly mistakes，

加上在這次 UT 中，我只有英文和中文卷是能夠完成的，

我為我天生的龜速感到憤怒。

  唉算吧，考試一定要看狀態，

就算你足足溫了一個月，

若你考試時的狀態不好，

結果也一定不會好。

我就是個好例子了。

  況且，一切都已成過去，

也沒有再追究的必要。

  相反，我們應該要買些東西獎勵自已。

今天我就到 Bershka(最近真的迷上了它) 買了一件外套。

本想買杏色的，但只有s碼，

又不想買白色和黑色的，

不知是否太多人買了，

很多色都沒有我碼(saleslady 說全港也沒有，只有紅色有。

那件紅色的，看上去不怎麼好看，

不過穿上去看就真的挺不錯，

所以結果就買了紅色。

  心想，雖然杏色是容易襯，

不過，女生總要有幾件不同顏色的外套吧！

  呵呵，大家也不妨買件 item 給自己吧！

Cheer yourself up！

  What would you do when no light can pierce the velvet sky?

You may probably give up you habit of lifting up your head.

I'll do so, because I don't want to see nothing when I'm hoping.

  What would you do when the floor is crumbling under feet?

You may keep stepping backward until you think you're safe.

I'll do so, because I cannot ensure anything behind my back when I step forward.

  Can you see the linkage?

We change once things happen.

As many different things happen around us,

we change every day, every minute and perhaps every second.

  See? We change, I mean I change.

  Change is good. And I mean to change not by accident,

so don't try to change me,

because I am chaning by myself.

I am trying to find a star in my sky,

reaching to the top.

  I cannot stop you giving up on me,

but I can change myself.

I know I am not keeping me real, seriously I do.

  New things will come when you know how to let go.

Embrace the changes of yours, because every changes make your life better.

But remember, always harbor your dream in your heart and don't doubt yourself,

that's how you get better.

  P.S. Okay, I know you do not understand the message.

Niether do I !

Since there's no any connection between every sentence.

So it's not your problem if you can't get a thing in it.

  考試終於結束了！

整個身體好像輕了一半，

可惜，心裡還有一枝箭。

  說真的，我真的很想樂觀點，

我有嘗試過，但彷彿我就不配擁有快樂。

  為甚麼當我想像別人一樣進步時，

我總會退步？

  第一次的時候，我告訴自己這只是吸取經驗。

第二次時，我告訴自己我還未能掌握。

第三次時，我已沒有任何藉口了。

  我這個人已弱到連自己也討厭自己的地步了。

  地上的走獸只屬於地上，

能在高山上碰到一點雲已是特別嘉許，

怎能與天上星星之高相提並論呢？