my hard feeling gets stronger n stronger
really feel unpleasant, i can't stop this feeling
this world made me... confused
there are too much FAKE N UNTRUTH in this world, why?
even in a tiny tiny class, all are competitive in owning things
owning population-- owning classes-- owning benefits... ERRRRH!
i really hate it, how to stop this?
well- i know it can't stop, this world is like that
even among friends, when they face a problem of population, they want to defeat each other
i can't say competitive is not good, it is a very good motivation
but wt i cnerned about is that... everyone will do anything even they are immoral to achieve their aims
lying, forcing, fake-laughing, pushing away responsibilities...
all for their own good... DAMN!
sorry to admit that i think this class is kind of untruth
not only this class, i think the whole world also
only FEW people who are really FRANK TURE CONSIDERATED
however they are always being isolated or hated... WHY?
WHY THIS WORLD IS SOO...hai, i dun even know how to say
i'M struggling how i should live? frank? or powerful image?
i think half-half is more suitable for me but it's the weakest type in the world i may say
the one who read this may disagree with me, they'll defence themselves
saying they are also forced to be fake, because the society is like that:
" if u don't work hard, u will be elimilated!
if u don't be aggressive, u will be elimilated!
if u don't be competitive, u will be elimilated!
if u are being too ture, u will be elimilated!"
wt a hard world! most of our objective is to survive, so we need to defence ourselves... uMM...
or am i thinking too much? should a f.3 teenage think something like that?
well maybe i am too "imaginative", ignore me if u think i'Hv too much to think
i love to hear one song from YanZi, it really show my feeling,
that is- 沒有人的方向
《沒有人的方向》-孫燕姿
怎麼會讓 我也變得一樣
冷漠眼光 為了生活而慌張
*什麼力量 竟然能讓夢想被遺忘
現實讓人受傷 真心卻悲劇收場
想要解放 面對現實的失望
太多假装 帶我離開這地方
***這虛偽的世界就是這模樣 不要太去在意别人什麼眼光
受了傷 再沮喪 我有自己的嚮往
而當我察覺到我眼底的光芒 才發現我還是懷抱希望理想
哭一場 在没有人的地方
走我的方向
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