I didn't come to here for a long time..
because I am busy and I haven't mood to type it...
why?
I also don't know why am I haven't mood..
yesterday I went  to mainland to celebrate my grandmother's birthday..
since the new year holiday, I haven't gone to visit my grandmother..
I know that she is miss ours so much but I am busy even I haven't time to phone for her.
I am apologize and feeling ashamed....
Actually I want to greet her to Macao and live with ours..
but she don't want because the mainland is her original family..
On the other hand, she isn't suitable for city life because
here have so many muddy air and we haven't enough time
to care of her...

Recently, my hands have the housewife dermatitis....
this illness is let me feeling puzzled...
although I am very like to work with my colleagues,
my folks oppose me to continue work in there...
how can I do..?

I think I am a sensitive boy and always drop in a deep gulf ..
do you know my sincere heart?..
though it is prohibited, I still want to try it..
how to let you to understand my heart?

我不要自己一個人　去面對未知的迷宮
眼看著福祉就在前頭　卻無法到手
不要自己一個人　無助的盲目去摸索
愛你　我像個小偷

我可以裝做不懂　你不愛我