琴日比人禁用電腦==冇得打..

而家電腦堂冇咩做打番佢都好..

琴日朝早有野食..

之後照舊咁番到去...

RIP,HEA..

MATHS...兩堂.赲,但係都有聽書...

兩堂有DD悶..

ENG 2堂207仲HEA..係度玩GOOGLE街景..

因為個堂就係要你上網搵圖寫描述...所以冇問題..

係度搵下日本同美國既KFC==

MS TSZ番黎監堂...冇咩特別..

chem, 上lab教書..江家俊係度玩我支水...

phy,做exercise,冇特別...

lunch又冇人 陪我食..

chin x2,407,ms au病左,好多人訓左..

我好認真咁上..主要係睇片..

之後做kf...兩堂好快就完..

放左學同腦殘同志華去左睇game..

又出血...不過算啦,本來有open day就買下槍d野姐..

而家都冇左..咁d錢索性要黎做另外一樣==

之後番黎冇得打機..hea左成晚..

10點9就訓左,,

 又係另一首句句入肉既歌...

8.Figure(你的影像)

 最近偷懶唔預打qz..

病又病唔好...係咁咳..

尋晚冇覺好訓,今朝勁赲..赲到唔想起身..

超遲先醒,落到去唯有搭的士...27.5--

之前d 18蚊都唔知點搭既..

番到黎早會..冇咩特別..頒獎..唔關我事...

lsx2, geog d人走左,靜左唔少...教左陣書..hea..

engx2 maclean...作文之後聽present..悶到..==

chin,小組討論..笑左..陳俊江個立場轉左..之後江家俊話:

對於你既轉軑.....本人心表遺憾..

全班勁笑-==比佢吹脤既..

之後lunch冇人同我食...自己去左買炒面...

再買左支1.5公升既水黎飲==買極700ml唔夠飲,所以就買1.5

mathsx2 超眼訓..差d訓著...勉強聽到書..

放左仲要去chem度做lab,做到5點幾,番到黎成6點..赲..

玩都冇得玩--唉..phy又唔想溫..

 今日都冇咩特別..

朝早又係太多野搞,遲左出門口...

但係早左番到==...

早會時間hea..

eng x2 ,個個都話要認真上堂..我比d藥搞到赲到唔得..

又訓唔到..辛苦--

ls,又係連堂,又係好赲..不過都上到堂..

ict x2 都係好赲,不過已經好過頭先....

lunch 食雲吞面...好耐冇食過啦..

掛住講野成粒喉糖吞左==

之後phy堂,冇咩特別..超眼訓...聽左2堂...

完左chem話番堂..

聽左陣頂唔順走左..太赲咩都聽唔入腦..

番到去有念頭想去睇醫生..

不過佢又係星期四唔開..

同上次一樣.==

唯有番黎..

玩左陣..hea左陣...

------------------------------------------

Too far away...

 病左,琴日冇番..

係屋企訓到一點..

訓得唔好,,

1個鐘又醒一次..

之後起左身好番d..打機..==

赲左又訓下咁..

今朝番學..

又話好凍..

上到lrt已經出曬汗,忍唔住除3...

番到去變左"星期三早讀"==

ict x2 ,test,唔好..太赲..做唔曬..

phy,教書,冇咩特別..

maths,對quiz..我都識做,,,(不過現場考又未必..)

chin..對ans,冇咩特別..

eng..hea..

lunch,炒烏冬..

chem,,又係教書..

ls,落左ls room,特別快過,無聊..

完左上去補課...

講eng堂d野..忍火.中//

5點番到黎冇野做..玩左陣..

 琴日又係正常既一日..

有早會,頒獎...maclean 主持...

之後ls x2 ,分組,教書,悶悶地,冇咩特別..

engx2...全班都上maclean...

一開始係張青上放本bio書係台面睇比人收左..

之後係maclean同陳冠希講緊野個陣余思行係後面唱歌...大聲+假音+中文歌..

maclean就勁大聲咁"stop singing, quiet! x3"//

之後仲喊埋...唔知佢為咩喊..

余思行又係度炸喊...

雖然佢好慘咁,但係我忍唔住笑...

反正我覺得係佢一開始有問題先...

就算而家教番書邊個想理佢?

比一張野我地睇,咁就等一堂..

睇完又唔比做其他野,咁想我地點?

反正英文讀唔讀都得嫁啦..

有人成份reading 0左分都可以合格有多啦...

唔駛考都高分過全級第一啦..

咁讀黎做咩?

我依然唔會理佢

我依然係咁憎佢..

唔教都算..唔介意

亂發癲...都唔介意

但係作分我接受唔到

比賤人得呈我接受唔到..!

chin開始變chem,次次上chem都覺得好赲..可能係anita係隔離掛...

悶左兩堂...冇咩特別..

lunch,炒鳥冬..

總算成功成個星期食炒面..

搞到日日都好似冇分別咁..

maths x2 lunch之後既maths都依然係好難頂..

不過我都好比心機去聽書...

雖然之後都有比心機都考得唔好..

但係maths唔放棄得...唔開心...

完左就同志華坐車..

見有班614走左就去左佢度打機...

佢屋企真係風水地,打機打得特別順手..

打打下打到唔預走..(其實係因為chiwa話唔去)

最後玩到8點半先走..

番左去飯局..

得番好少人..

11點就走左...番去..

...............................................

今日...訓到1點..

之後打機...做功課...出去食野...做左陣hw,打機...

咁又一日...

 今日都係普通既一日...

朝早番到去先食野...

早讀係度做lab report..

phy, 做exercise+ report

eng, 繼續做report+hea

chinx2,作文...笑,,勁多gag...

chem, 教書,冇咩特別..

份hw唔駛聽日交

phy ,入lab,冇咩特別...

lunch,炒烏冬...

之後入左hall,講d我冇咩興趣既話題..

都幾悶下...

不過好快就過左兩堂...

完左之後就番hm...

我張卡呀!幾時比番我...問佢又話唔知..青上真係==

番到黎打左陣機...(陣=3個鐘 囧)

近日我地班超多人病啦..

驚...

真係大家都要小心d呀!

今日冇咩特別..

又係照舊時間番到去..

早會...冇野.

ENG, MACLEAN冇番...做自己野,兩堂話快唔係快,話慢唔係慢...

ls ,分組,講咩餐單,作到胡倫超唔健康,正!

ictx2, 成功用su黎老屈唔test...之後做exercise

做完又對,遲左放..

食炒河,比人霸左個學生會counter..

之後phy-->maths,已經飲左兩罐咖啡,但係都係好赲..

maths又包尾...pp-2.== 

做完d exercisw都係冇用,去到test都係太緊張,咩都諗唔到..

冇計...

教書,到而家為止都仲明..希望一路都ok啦...

完左就要PHY 補課

諗住做實驗,失敗左..

教書,超赲...

5點先走得..

番到去落去剪頭髮..

番到黎冇做過野..打左陣機...

今日真係...有D唔開心..

 第二首表達我而家心情既歌..

記住:我出d歌唔係亂出,真係句句入曬肉我先至會post出黎..

作為我心入面諗既野發洩出黎既方法...

[when this began] 一切,就這樣開始

i had nothing to say 我,卻無話可說 

and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me 我在內心的虛無空洞中迷失

[i was confused] 我感到迷茫

and i let it all out to find 釋放出所有感受後

that i'm not the only person with these things in mind 發現自己並不是唯一有這種體會的人 

[inside of me] 在我內心

but all that they can see the words revealed 言語所洩露的空白

is the only real thing that i've got left to feel 才是我唯一能感覺的真實 

[nothing to lose] 一無所有 

just stuck hollow and alone 只能動彈不得,空虛孤獨

and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 是我自己犯了錯



i wanna heal. i wanna feel what i thought was never real 我想要治癒傷口 ,我想要真實感受 ,我所思考全都不曾真實過 

i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long 我想要釋放一直以來的傷痛

[erase all the pain till it's gone] 抹去所有的痛直到消失 

i wanna heal. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real 我想要拯救自己。我想要觸摸記憶。就像我在接近所謂真實的東西

i wanna find something i've wanted all along 我想要找到一直以來的期冀

somewhere i belong 我的歸屬,在哪裡

and i've got nothing to say 而我無話可說 

i can't believe i didn't fall right down on my face 無法相信臉上沒有掛著失落

[i was confused] 我如此困惑迷茫 

looking everywhere only to find 四處張望卻只發現

that it's not the way i had imagined it all in my mind 一切不同於我所想像 

[so what am i] 我在扮演著誰

what do i have but negativity 除了消極我還有什麼

'cause i can't justify the way everyone is looking at me 我不能左右別人的眼光

[nothing to lose] 一無所有

nothing to gain. hollow and alone 一無所獲 .形單影隻

and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 都是我犯的錯.. 

i will never know myself untill i do this on my own 我永遠無法看清自己,直至能自己面對

and will never feel anything else untill my wounds are healed 也不再有任何感覺, 除非傷痛已癒合

i will never be anything till i break away from me 我找不到自己, 除非我能夠擺脫原來的我

i will break away . i'll find myself today. 我就要擺脫 就在今天 找回我自己

i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong 

i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong

somewhere i belong 

 今朝諗住早d番去做野,點知失敗左..

之後仲要走左班lrt最後去左搭的士..

番到去大把時間,食m記早餐

食完就番去開始做野,..

之後落去咩rip同d小朋友讀野...點知我個個都冇番...

結果係下低"i have nothing to say"

ictx2 默書,都係有d唔識...

對野,d人d字太樣衰...唔識睇...

phy>maths, 兩堂maths立即赲曬...

教radian都明既...希望一路都ok啦..

chin, 又做角色扮演..

李一心根本係照住讀...機械人..==

eng,又係冇咩做..

讀rip,dingling 佢讀到粗口咁..

之後無啦啦讀讀下話so,之後我地做唱"so i said a little prayer"

話i give up,我地就 i given up, I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say..

唔錯...english is a musical langauge!

之後lunch..食鳥冬

班長無啦啦入黎..

之後搞到成埋人都係出面...

吹脤..

chem, 冇咩特別,只教書..悶..

ls kk冇番,做埋d hw...

完左之後番低做埋d中文佢..

5點先走..

番到黎冇hw 要做..

打左陣機...

唔錯...不過又好赲..