由於番學實在係愈來愈單調...

所以都已經冇心機寫低每日發生既事...

但今日都總算係值得記既一日..

好深刻既體會...

今日我感受到一種最深既感覺...

唔係悲痛,唔係憤怒...

係無感覺既感覺...

掂過既野...好似完全唔係同人個種感覺...

連痛既感覺都冇埋...

什至連聽到既野都覺得好古怪...

可能係缺睡吧...搞到出到去MK都係傻傻下咁..

每次有唔開心,永遠可以係LP度搵到唔止一首形容到我既歌...

整住一首先啦...繼續用歌詞表達廢事講既野

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go

(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me, I've let myself become you 

前晚...

正以為自己做完ICT HW個陣..

明明按左SAVE,個PPT都有record..

點知個FILE唔見左=="

搞到第二朝要6點半起身做過...

赲死我...

番學都冇咩特別..

Day 5 由頭到尾都係悶堂...

特別係上完兩堂ENG 207 同兩個ICT之後真係赲到呆曬...

放學終於去左報補習(M2)...

星期日太多人同時間就唔到..

唯有報左星期5夜晚啦=="

之後8點幾就去左補..

10點幾先有得番屋企...

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第一首聽到喊既歌....反正我開始覺我個QOOZA唔安全--就用歌詞講我想講既野啦...

唔想造成任何壓力...

Words I have to say may well be simple
But they're true
Until you give your love
There's nothing more that we can do

Love is the opening door
Love is what we came here for
No one could offer you more
Do you know what I mean?
Have your eyes really seen?

You say, 
"It's very hard to leave behind the life we knew."
There's no other way
And now it's really up to you

'Cause love is the key we must turn
And truth is the flame we must burn
Freedom - the lesson we must learn
Do you know what i mean?
Have your eyes really seen?

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Love is the opening door
Love is what we came here for
No one would offer you more
Do you know what I mean?
Have your eyes really seen?

Do you know what I mean?
Have your eyes really seen?

[Love is the opening door
Love is what we came here for
No one would offer you more]

Do you know what I mean?
Have your eyes really seen? 

 今日真係值得記低=="

早讀時間冇咩特別..之後鄺SIR無啦啦話

"派張成績表比你睇下有冇問題..."

收到之後真係打左個突...20/40? 我都估唔到..

因為我估計勁同廢來黎來去都係個D人...

就算我有進步都唔會影響名次..上年我進左1分都係升左一名咁大把..

今次進左都冇幾分進左14名...咩事呀...

真係幾驚喜下...

之後PHY,MATHS都冇咩特別..

PE 打壘球就正lor..

事件一... 我做二壘手..SU 3壘手,姚建忠2壘上3壘

SU冇波係手..之後見住姚建忠上左壘啦..諗住冇野..

點知..SU 一野推走姚建忠,之後兩個係度相樸...

真係正到呢=="

劉仔叫咪吹雞都未打完==

要佢行到出去兩個訓曬係地... OMFG!!!

事件二...都係SU做三壘,一個人係1壘,1個係2壘...

對面D人打正個波係SU面前..只要佢舉高5 CM 就接住..

成班外野見到都以為佢實接到,轉左面..

點知SU望住個波..illllll..咁飛左去後面--

之後成班外野..??? 係度追住個波=="

搞到比人拎左2分...真係吹曬脹...

P.S.我打波個陣因為用左手,佢用右手扔==

扔個位我打唔中==失敗...

不過真係幾好玩既..

又好笑...

之後D堂都冇咩特別..

放學留左陣,結果做完份ENG--

同班人行去良景...再搭車...

過左今日我覺得自己既交際技巧絕對係有問題既...

當然其實只係好普通既交際..但我真係好唔慣...

要係短時間內改到真係好難..只能盡力啦...

唔知點樣由極被動既人變成你慣個種極主動既人...

估唔到呢類既野所需要既膽量,比起我試過既所有野更加多=="

努力...直到你叫我放棄...

只怕我自己會愛上你 
不敢讓自己靠的太近 
怕我沒什麼能夠給你 
愛你也需要很大的勇氣 

你是如此的難以忘記 
浮浮沉沉的在我心裡 
改變自己需要多少勇氣 
翻騰的心情該如何平靜 

 lee排真係超懶得打==" 

8號去踩單車懶得講..

之後番左3日學,玩左一日,自閉左一日

琴日情人節==" 好耐未試過咁玩野...

不過有幾多係玩又幾多係真我都開始唔清楚==

anyway...次次開心完都會有反效果...

今日都真係幾depressed 下... 

冇咩mood上堂==

不過開心一日唔開心一日係我既習慣

聽日又會正常番XD

 新年當然係到處出沒啦...

年初一去秀茂坪

年初二去藍田

年初三去柴灣,小西灣,香港仔...

如果唔係有錢收真係唔想去XD

初四總算可以係屋企hea下...

做畫皮都做左成3個鐘...

都係做曬中英就算數=="

今日本來打算出去燒錢嫁,,

不過部相機有冇得拎番都唔知..

我就只可以係度呆等..

做下功課先啦唯有....

比人搞到唔開心番=="

 先祝各位新年快樂..

最近QZ真係好冷清...搞到我都唔係多願打...

考試D成績都廢事講,如果PE合格就有6字頭,都算係咁啦...

之後番個5日都只係對卷同對卷,同係咁比人鬧...

於是23,24,25,26,27,28 就可以SKIP曬

之後29都係係屋企HEA足咁耐...

30號出去銅鑼灣睇中醫...

勁多人呀救命...

睇完食左D野,之後上左世貿打左陣機...

之後搭車番屋企..

又冇飯食,自己煮...

31 要番去PHY,CHEM SBA...

好彩都唔係好難...

應該唔會太低分掛=="

完左就同陳進仁班人去食M記.

佢地係度打MH,悶死我

之後仲要等青上去借佢D手掣...

然後去陳進仁屋企打wii...

總算打到太鼓,但得好少時間..

其餘時間都只係係度玩D 運動類GAME...

打到手超痛==之後同屋企人去食椰林閣

1/2 朝早要LS 補課,,,,真係悶到變wo wo

講D野又廢..

睇片個陣仲要熄曬D燈=="

個3個鐘真係好漫長...

上上下堂接到個電話仲以為係廣告冇理到..

點知原來係NIKON 打黎, 7號應該可以拎到部機..

12點4先放...就同陳進仁食大家樂...

經過不斷既掙扎,最後都係決定去年宵..

於是就番左屋企換衫...

2點10去到西鐵站...

出到去其實唔算太多野行..

D特色野都少過上年好多...

好快就行完走左...

之後班人係到玩D兒童遊樂設施..

之後漫無目的咁行...

一路行到炮台山..

最後去左間咩印度野度食..

都OK既, 最後都問到佢拎辣汁..

係貴左少少姐...

番到屯門再食糖水..

食完又歸家...

琴日出去食年夜飯...

先係去左九龍塘買野...

個停車場轉左10個圈先落到去..

差D暈低=="

之後買個D賀年禮侖.

買完再過觀塘食飯..

真係超超超悶,又要聽班克人憎既親戚係度講講講..

好煩...

食完又去左荃灣行花市..

得個人多,入面咩都冇..

白行一轉...

呀爸係都要等到12點倒數埋先走==

無奈...

成日係度SMS 搞到好赲,但竟然訓唔著..

5點先訓到...想死...比人勾番曬D野...真糟糕

 成個考試都冇打....總結下各科考成點算=="

chin reading... 第二同第三篇老實講都真係幾難下....真係睇左好多次先明佢講咩...希望可以合格...

chin 綜合同作文...都作到下野...但唔知老師會點睇啦...lee d野不嬲都好主觀...

eng reading ...我有少少信心既...係vocab好似已經錯左好多...又病左...本來打算溫好vocab高分過李偉良...(上次都係vocab搞到低過佢)

eng list...個日腸胃炎... 做做下嘔,嘔完又做過...太簡單啦...冇得靠佢黎拉分...姐係eng 死左,再+個日真係暈到作文唔太寫到野...

eng oral...依個簡單係最悲劇既事...一入到去timothy???!!!我就知自己一定唔合格啦....之後其餘兩個都唔多講野既...以為夠慘啦...

winnie lau????!!!!!!!!!!!!我真係有好大衝動想走就算....正常4個人會順序定咩...但一開始左,竟然冇人講野...

我次次都搶唔到第一...所以我根本冇開題既準備,但竟然冇人講野...唯有出聲啦...講得好差...

之後佢地講野啦...講一句野...用左2分鐘..ahhh...(幾秒) also...(幾秒) i think that (幾秒) 

再加埋我頭暈...於是去到一半我決定真係放棄...明明好多野可以講都唔講啦...

最後winnie lau話我講得太少次...我心諗:頂!我個既內容同佢地差唔多炸ma..

只係佢地ahhh左2分鐘,我20幾秒講完....只係計次數佢唔好去死?...

不過算啦...真係咁唔彩我都真係冇計嫁wor....

希望activity card同其他可以拉到個數啦--"

反正考完listening我就知道我希望英文高分黎拉分既計劃注定失敗...

個次嘔到咁暈到咁正常人要入醫院嫁啦...我死頂過去都唔會高分...

maths...又係唔會高分...計過都成30分冇做...

最多都係60幾分...係我地個班叫係最底...

不過算啦...

M2 先係最絕望...

諗住靠最後個題會合格到(12分)...但之後做完a  part總係覺得好怪...唔信自己..冇咩點做落去...

結果原來我係岩既...如果我信既自己可能12分拎曬可以pass到好開心..

但而家我最多都係得30幾...希望可以有3字頭..如果有既話都算得係對得住自己啦

LS....lee D 考完都唔知自己係點嫁啦...不過我問左佢話我PASS WOR...咁都唔會太差啦XD

PHY...lee科真係對唔住鄺sir--成日都唔聽書...考得一定唔會好...書又唔溫得多(係因為病到死死下)

不過應該可以僅僅合格掛....下學期要追番6-7成既level...

CHEM...份卷其實唔算太難...但真係好累人...好長 15+12 版...有D過分吧...

我睇完2個鐘一定冇可能做得完...所以我做long q.先...結果佢+左15分鐘..

如果唔係我就撞MC算...不過都算岩岩做完...

預計係會合格唔會高分...以0%溫書黎講算係咁...XD

ICT...卷一考D背書我都覺得OK既...50條MC=="

大概都應該可以到合格線掛?(合格線係70%), =="

但份PROGRAM卷就真係用恐怖黎形容..

考D野同最近教既野一D關係都冇...

明明D好簡單既program佢搞到超複雜...

真係pass都唔知有冇=="想死...

我預計我既成績都係唔會有太大起色--

先係腸胃炎...之後係自信過低,最後係抽到D咁頂癮既組員...

我考試前真係好比心機咁溫緊書,希望可以好番DD..

只可惜天意弄人....好悲劇

 番番學兩日....其實都唔算太特別...

琴日PE考試唔駛考12分鐘跑,真係幾開心...

M2 睇番發現完全唔識...要加把勁啦...

ENG 做ORAL PRACTICE ...好快就冇左兩堂...

成日都冇再教過書....

今日朝早5點鐘就醒左..

之後訓到5點7-8都係訓唔番...就決定起身..

好HEA咁半粒鐘換衫,梳洗...

6點半出門口..

7點去到山景M記食早餐...

食到7點半番到學校冇人...

之後係度冇野做....等到成7點8先有人番..

好悠閒既感覺...

試下日日都係咁先...

上堂...CHIN都係教少少野..

LS派番曬D功課,,計分個份得2分...

不過連THOMAS都係得3分....姐係唔係我既問題啦...

ENG LIST D機係咁死....

ICT又測驗,仲要2堂時間...之前補課冇番聽日又要測過...

OLE真係笑到咩咁...

先係D電腦動畫好笑

係咁死機好好笑..

之後THOMAS無啦啦諗到TAG 某人落李偉良D相

等佢個WALL出現D咁既野--

之後搞搞下就變左UP 5張SU相TAG落張青上度==

變左成個WALL都係SU...

真係笑到想死...

最後搞到成5點9先走..

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不想承認

不敢承認

而且結局是如何..

自己知得很清楚..

更不想牽連其他人..

  琴日....可能係我最瀝瀝在目既人...

 由於開始失憶...所以都係寫得定先...

雖然冇咩好寫...

28號成日都係屋企做功課(做功課佔左2成時間都唔知有冇..)

29號要補課...

朝早去左M記食早餐...

英文個3個鐘都真係幾難過...

佢教個D我都係自己睇得多明明地就算..

不過佢咁教都真係會明D既..

但好悶好難頂=="

LUNCH 差唔多成班人去曬大家樂食野...

因於英文遲左既關係食完都差唔多夠鐘..

之後又番去補課..

掉位...我冇掉過...

雖然唔洗再同SU坐

但個班人都傻既..

總之走人啦...不過算...

3個鐘都係好悶唔想聽佢講...

走完就搭車番屋企...

陳進仁為左避SU同我一齊搭615P LOR 

無奈...

番到屋企都係HEA

同執野..

今日3點先醒...

做功課同坐...

聽日都係做功課同坐...

後日都應該係做功課同坐...

都應該一樣=="

想死...不過算啦.....

有時其實唔到我話事