I apologize for not uploading the diaries fore many days

The reason for this because of my mum is watching TV from the internet everynight

Therefore, I couldn't use the computer

Also, my school started two days ago.

The life in high school is fun, but worrying

Ialways have to make my own decisions

and there will be no returns

I hate that a lot

I don't want to do that

First, I was going to join the tennis team

but I thought it was too hard and I am not good enough

I quit

Then, it is cross country

but it wasn't my fault.

The coach thought my schedule is too tight

I will pull myself too hard if I join the team

He told me to think about that again

I think i am not going to make it either

I really think that I am a loser

I can't do anything I want

Oh well, Melancholy is over

Now, I am using my own laptop that the school gave to us for FREE.

that is why I can't type it in chinese

Today it is Ok with me

Nothing special