Today, I don't have any specific feeling

Actually, I am kind of happy because I have a three-day weekend

I am thankful to Lincoln because we have Monday off (Lincoln's Birthday

I think at first that life can't be happier and better than that. 

However, I don't really feel right with the billion tons of HW

I have a lot of HW for the only three-day weekend

I have a lot of Maths HW, Biology, Chinese, and English HW

I think that we are having more and more HW everyday

More, my stupid Track and Field is killing me

I want to join jumps but the teacher just won't let me to do so

He said that I am such a good distance runner who should stay with him in distane running

I am so stupid and so I believe

I found out that I am totally wrong because we work our butts off for it

We have to run at least three miles everyday for the practice

You can't detch the class because he won;t let u to do so

I think that I don't want to do it anymore but it is only the second week of the sports

I am absolutely not going to join track next year

the only motivation I have left is to go back to HK

I am dreaming about how would it like going back to HK

I haven't come back for two years and I miss it so much

I always go to plkclscmc's website and search for the photos of my old classmates

Everytime when i see them, I would be so happy and laugh

I seem so stupid, right?

You won't get my feeling if u are not the one who went to a totally different country and had to start the things all over again

You won't have my feeling if the living environment around u had cha nged totally

You won't be me if u had once the best speecher in all the school and now u are afraid to pronounce words wrongly and be embarrassed

I know that all of the things that I suffer right now would one day pay off because I would have a good future for sure

However, I need someone to share my feeling to help me to get through

I feel a lot better now and I thank for you, friend, reading my diary and gives supports to me