I just finished watching 老婆大人II

I was crying while watching the last 20 minutes of the last episode

it was so touching

it's so unbelievable that two people who used to not love each other actually cared each other that much

how are they supposed to live through it if they lost each other

i know that death is one of the experience in life

however, i don't think that i am ready for any one of them

once u knew someone or lived with someone for a period of time, there's no way to ease that memory from ur brain

it will just stay there forever

therefore, how can u not be sad when someone leaves u

today, i also understood myself more and more

i found out that it's very hard for me to keep a secret from one of my best friends

if there's anything special happens to me today, i would probably tell one of my best friends about it

however, i have to keep a secret away from them

i felt so bad and guilty and i am eager to tell them about it