Today, I have a great news that i want to share with u all

I can take the driving test when i am 16!!!

How happier or luckier can i be??

Which means that when i am eighteen, I can drive people around with my own car!!!

Hey guys!! U know who i am talking to...

U guys can actually come and visit me and then i can bring u guys to travel around LA!!

The most important thing is that i have no excuses to not to go to college to take courses starting from next summer

I have already sensed that i am going to turn crazy and impatient starting from this month.

I have to start crazy tutoring and time taking drawing class next week or this week i should say

since it's already sunday

I have driving laws to memorize (a lot to memorize indeed)

well... i am sure taht all the hard work will get paid off

i am still wondering if i should start my clarinet lesson right now

i know a teacher and he's the only one that i can take the grade 5 test

but then i don't really like him

and i have to take the music theory test first

i have to learn teh whole book by myself and i suck at music theory

should i take the classs and take the theory test in November??

I am not sure

But then i really want to take a test so that the college can see it too

but then i am just not sure if i should do it this year or next year

i either kill myself this year and suffer more and more next year

or be half-dead this year and suffer badly (extremely bad because the overload of pressure and worry)

What should i do???

I don't know and i don't know what to decide