Today, I talked to an old friend

i always think that i am more mature than others since my friends over here are so ..... comparing to me

however, i just realized that i am too naive

i always think that no one is cold-blood or stone minded

being cool adn cruel is just the mask of them

in the deepest of their mind, there's mercy and  forgiveness

that's what i am always thinking

after today, i think i really have to grow up

that website is right

in the Dark Ages in the past, people lived in the darkness when they didn't wnat to face the reality

many centuries later, it's the golden age

however, no one said that it's not dark

it's even darker than in the Dark Ages.... people simply forgot about the gift from God: forgiveness

i still believe that people should forgive

however, he told me something that has been done cannot be forgiven

i think i should change my opinion on that issue after all after thinking wisely

president is the leader of the country... the person with the power to save or destroy everything

therefore, if he cant afford it.... he doesn't suit this name

this issue is about life and death

he had made an unforgivable mistake

therefore, this honor doesn't suit him anymore

i think i am being more mature by saying that

however, i don't feel happy at all after saying that

didn't u just tell me everyone will make mistakes in their lifetime?

he is a "everyone" too, isn't it?

how come he can't be forgiven

i can't harden my heart up and blame everything on him

i also know that he is voted by the public to solve problems for the country

this time, he failed obviously

i still think that it's too much for him to take in all the complaints adn misundertandings

as a human, we dont want our fellows to die

i can feel that he's regretting very much and feeling so bad already

why to spread more salt on his cut??

i am so sorry, my old friend

i knew that u were expecting me to have a different opinion on this issue

i did change my opinion after u taught me all the stuff..

however, i am just having some kind of sympathy toward him

it doesn't mean that i agree with what he did

i did learn from our conversation