Today is an extremely exhausting day for me

i don't really want to type this out since my fingers are tired to move

In the morning, i don't feel right... something is missing

thoughts popped out in my mind early in the morning

i was planning to work on my history hw and then i failed to do so since i can't concentrate on this boring subject at all

thank god that i have drawing class today... helped me to calm down for 2 hours.... someone is not as lucky as i am

i am so so so so happy in drawing class today

my teacher praised me for drawing things that look so alike as they are in the the picture

i am so proud of myself when i compared the picture i drew and the sample one

i love my picture!!! omg!! i love drawing class and i don't want it to end

i am almost done with the picture when the class ends

i just need 15 min to finsih up the last part but then i have to go

then... my mind was messed up

i was thinking about the unfinished picture... thinking about something else.... thinking about school in 2 days... which the teacher reminded me

it's the worst afternoon ever

i was blank-minded for the rest of the day

i am still now

i had no feeling for the rest of the day... actually depressed.. but don't know for what reason

by 6pm, i finished an episode on a drama called purple rose and it was very touching

i then wiped at the end of the episode... then i couldnn't stop crying

don't know what i was crying for but it felt pretty good afterward

the pressure for the last two weeks was released after crying... nice

then.. the thoughts still bothered me a lot and i went running again even though my legs are hurting like hell (can't avoid this word to describe my feeling)

i can't even bend down right now... muscles are hurting crazily. shoulders too

i went more blank-minded while running... extremely tired and finally gave up on the fourth lap

i finished my history hw in this stauts... i am so happy right now... kind of... not really..... but then the only feeling i have is that i am extremely tired

only 2 days  left until school starts

i have to treasure the last two times to chat with u guys