Um.... i was so busy yesterday to type my diary...

Guys.... my school has started yesterday and i expected too much for it

school is not that fun, believe me.... it's a bunch of hard-work and infinitely many hw to do

yesterday was the first day of shcool and it was a minimum day

i was so happy since couldn't sleep well the night before the first day of school

i slept 6 hours only or less and had to go to school

however, i didn't get to get out of shcool when everyone else did since i had cross country

the worst news i heard is that we have to work out tomorrow for cross country under 104 degrees

when i got home, i was totally annoyed and frustrated by the hw and cross country

moreover, there was a fire in LA so that the air quality is really bad and it's extremelty hot

therefore, my mood was so bad and i was so angry by everything

then, i started yelling when someone did something which irritated me

the most important reason i did it is because i am so scared for school

it's the first day of school and we got history hw and chemistry hw

i have already knw that there will be a chapter test for history next week

i was so angry and i decided i couldn't do it anymore

finally, i got myself calm down and put away all the emotions and started on my history hw and did it for my whole afternoon and night

finally, i learned... i learn that the less u expect, the happier u are

i don't expect anything right now except for a A for every single one of the classes

i don't feel anything for school right now... i have to go to school anywise, isn't it??

why do i even bother to complain or get frustrated when i hvae to do it anywise..

treat myself as a non-human and don't let any emotions to bother me from concentrating

that works out perfectly fine.....  i can now do my hw and force myself to do everything..... that's great

i can now save the time for complaining to work on my hw

i dont have much time left

i have a lot of hw for next week and i have to get a head start on it.