why?

why is life so tough?

i admit that i failed.... i told myself last week to not to cry for my life anymore

however, i failed.... i cried again for the toughness of my life

i can't believe that i am doing it right now.... ican't  believe that i am making myself to suffer

i really want to get into harvard, but then how much hard-work do i need in order to get into it?

will i be able to live through it?

i lost all of my motivations for everything

people said that life is meaningful and school is fun

i don't think so

my life is left with hw, tests, and school, and practice

i understand that in order to overcome everything, i have to be tough

but i can't... i can't do it.... all i know is how to cry

when i am depressed, i cry

when i feel pressure, i cry

when i am angry, i cry again

what else can u do when u have a lot of unfinished work?

it's the first time ever i am so unconfident on this....

i lost myself.... i can't tell myself that i have no feelings because i have it

i don't know what i should do.......

life has to go on.... life is tough.... life is life.... work hard for 2 years and everything will be paid off

remember this... work hard for 2 years and everything will be paid off