I am laughing at my life, seriously

how come people can be so talented and i have to spend a lot more effort to reach the same result

there's a guy that's in my grade who already got 2000 out of 2400 for the SAT test when i am still far behind from getting a 2000

even though i still have a lot of time to improve (like 1.5 years), i still think that life is never fair

however, i accept this as a truth and will put more effort in

but then the biggest problem is that i always want to find some spare time to relax

u know what? i can't even spend an hour a day to relax myself from the academic things

i so want to watch drama for 1.5 hour each day and i can sometimes do it

it's killing me because i always think about it

the biggest temptation is that my brother is watching drama most of the time next to my desk when i am working

how can i concentrate??? i don't know how but then i have to

haha.... today, i don't have much hw but i feel like it's heavier than usual.

i have to work very hard on the unfinished work for tutoring and i have to rewrite the essay

i am so tired of writing right now because i have to write at least one essay everyday

it's because we have warm-up in english class everyday which is writing our opinion on something for one full page

that's crazy and i really want next week's weekend to come so that i can have a little hope to relax in the next weekend