Infinite amout of Hw and tests

now, i am truly afraid that i won't be able to finish all of them on time

i can't explain what my feeling right now is because on one side, i am glad that i don't hvae free time to think of anything else

in another word, i don't have spare time to force myself to join some activities that i don't want

on the other hand, i am complainging and my friends are complaining more often to me about how tough school is getting

the status of all of my sophmore friends is so much school work.. don't have weekends

this situation applies to me too

this weekend, i didn't have any free time except for 2 hours on sunday to watch drama

the whole saturday, i spent the day on ACI and same as Friday after school to 8 pm

however, the biggest trouble to me right now is  that my family is planning to get a dog

my aunt's friend has a baby dog that's 10 months old and they are looking for a master for it

my brother so wants it and i know that there's a specific reason to it

because my brother's special one has a dog too.. he wants to be the same

therefore, he's persuading my parents to get the dog and he will be responsible to it

however, anyone who knows me knows that i am super super super super scared of dog

whenever i see dogs, my heart starts to pound so hard and my sweat starts to come out

only u guys who are afraid of animals willl understand my feelings

those who love dogs would think that i  am exaggerating right now but i am really not

i am mentally scared of dogs but no one in my family cares

my brother wants a dog, my mom said dog have human characters and they will bring infinite happiness

my dad simply has no opinion to it becuase he likes animals too

i am the youngest in the family and i simply have no say to it

now, it's 3 against 1

booo!!!! i lost!!!! are we actually getting a dog??

no way.... i am going to freak out everyday