I thought i could fully control my emotions and my desire for entertainment

however, today proves that i am still an apprentice for that

i woke up early as 7:30 in the morning and started working on my hw

i was so hard-working and i finally finished my drawing and some studying

then, i relaxed myself 40 min before going to drawing class becuase i can't be tired during drawing class

then, i watched drama for a while and then i enjoyed my time during drawng class

i went home and i am exhausted

i was tired and i found out that i didn't sleep over 8am since last Monday

i am so lack of sleep and now apathy is intuding my mind

i don't know why do i feel this way but i don't want to study again

omg!! i have so much to do and i won't be able to finish them unless i have one day without anyone around me to work on them

can anyone help me?? i am so depressed right now and i just want to go to watch drama

what kind of life is that?

i have my computer right in front of me and i have to turn it on becuase the hw is on the computer

however, the computer at the same time is tempting me to watch drama

i so want to watch drama but i have to control myself

i am tired of it

it's enough... too much... i am tired of controlling myself

let me free.... free from the overload and pressure

freedom, my desire for the rest of the year