Ridiculous

it's so funny that i always say that i don't like history at all

however, it turns out to be like i spend the most time of it everyday

i really think that it's so crazy to spend 2 hours a day on weekday and 5 hours on sunday only on history is so crazy

how can it be possible?

however, sunday is one of my favorite days because i can go to drawing class

i find all my pride and confidence in there

in school, i always have to compete against one another to gain a good grade

everytime, it's either i got the highest score or someone else does

in the drawing class, it's so peaceful

i am like the second oldest student over there

today, i have heard a very good news

there was a parent coming into the class and asked the teacher about her daughter

her daughter didn't want to do hw the teacher assigned to her and she didn't do her owrk in class either

the mother was asking what can she do nad why is she like that

then, the teacher explained to her that it's all about motivation

at that time, i was the last student in the class because everyone else left already

the teacher was looking for an answer for the question and he suddenly turned to me

he ppulled that mum to me and told her to look at my work

he showed her that i am his only student out of like 60 who would put effort into the hw everytime

i am satisfited with what i drew (i didn't think that i could draw that)

then, the parent was like 'wow!! it;s so pretty but it's because she has a stong basis"

it was ridiculous!!!

i having a strong basis????

did u know that i never got an A in art until secondary school

i have never gotten an A in kindergarden or elementary school in art

how would i have a strong basis

however,  i am so glad that i improved a lot and everyone praised my artwork

i am satisfied by that... with the art and drawing, i can be strong enough to overcome all the difficulities and toughness

i have confidence to move up to another level in any fields