i can't deny the truth that sophmore year is an extremely tough year

however, i know that everyone else is busy too

therefore, i always have a belief that if everyone else can live through it, i can live through it also

even though i am thinking like this, people around me keep discouraging me

in fact, they weren't saying devastating things that make u to feel sad

they were pitying me

people that i know who are very strict and have an extremely busy life pitied me and told me that my life this year is way too tough

he was once a sophmore but his life wasn't as busy as mine

i kind of agree that my life is way too tough than i have ever imagined but it's okay

i know that hard-work will be paid off as long as i keep myself motivated

however, people, please don't be sympathetic with me because i would soften my heart if u do so

i am not pitying myself either

i don't think that having a tough life is going to be bad or torrential because i have stoned my heart

i have to accept the truth that i am not as lucky as others and therefore i had to work for my grade and work for my future