for this week, my mood is just getting worse and worse with no happiness or excitement

that's not true.... there's a lot of "excitement"s

starting from monday, there's a lot of "surprising" homework assignments, projects, nad presentations in addition to the already existed ones

how can i be happy when i am struggling with the overload of homework and i knew that i wouldn't be able to finish all of them

i was thinking if i could give up any one of the homework assignments but then i found out that it's no possible

what am i going to do with all the homework

now,, it's not the homework that's troubling me

it's the ACI stuff and the PSAT that's coming up this week

i can't miss any of the essays this week for ACI because i didn't turn in two of them already

in addition to completeion, i have to make improvement on it or that i have to redo alll of them again

i am so depressedd right now thta i had no expectations for anything at all

omg!!! it's so stressful

the only thing that's pleasing me right now is my grade in all the subjects

i think that it's the only motivation left to keep me moving