seriously, what kind of halloween is this?

i think that it's the worst holiday ever

i am not even in the festival mood because it doesn't feel like holiday to me at all

friday, eve of Halloween and it was the most stressful day i ever had

i took test for the whole day nad i felt completely exhausted afterward

i couldn't even stay awake after 8 and couldn't spend anytime to work on homework or test because i was just too tired to stay focused

i am going to go trick or treat in 3 hours and the excitement is gone

i am always like that

i am excited for the upcoming event a week or a month before it and when the time comes, i just lost all my excitement

what the heck is that?

it doesn't even make sense

people said that i worried too much and i am an overachiever

am i putting too much stress on myself?

a sophmore should enjoy her life and be ready for junior, the most stressful year

i don't know if i should work like this everyday

i think that one day i will jsut give up on everything