a bit of relax and procistination is necessary to keep life moving

why is that? because it's my personal experience

i have been working my hardest in my whole life since last monday until today

finally, i had an absolute break-down today at school

i always love math that i would never get tired of the class even though people said that the teacher is not interesting and has a boring voice

however, i was so tired in math that i wanted to go home when the class first got started

i felt so exhausted today that i couldn't pay attention to anything today

i was so tired that i just wanted to get done with my homework and not to listen in class

finally, i did it and didn't listen to the teacher at all

i finished a lot today but i kind of felt sad that i didn't do well in cross country

forgot to mention that i was tortured by my coach again yesterday

he picked me out before we started the run and told me to run with the fastest freshman or that i had to run again

therefore,, i ran my legs off and my arms and back and legs were going to fall apart

today, we had to practice for cross country again as usual and i couldn't run at all

i was trying to run faster but then my legs and my arms were jsut so out of control that i had difficulty running 400m after a mile of warm-up

what the heck was that?

however, i am so pleased right now because i didn't have pressure that much

i am so glad that tomorrow is going to be my big day

first of all, it's the first time that i am excluded from the final race of the year for cross country (it's the other coach's mistake for not putting my name in the list and the harsh coach got so pissed for that ... oh well.... lucky me)

second of all, i am going to take my braces off!!!!!!!

how lucky is that!!!

tomorrow, i will have my big smile back because there's no braces restriction!!

yeah!!