how many weeks had it been since i once again have a feeling of freedom

not really, today doens't feel like a night before a holiday to me

at most, i can call tomorrow a catch up day with my unfinished and fall behind work

i procristnated too much today

finally, i broke down today nad could work no more

i really had to rest at school

therefore, i didn't use my time wisely and fooled around for the whole day

i felt like i was moping around the campus for the whole day but i actually did some great things

we continued our debate on whether French Revolution worth the human cost and i loved that

the debate was heated up because more nad more people are willing to argue

at first, it was a very formal argument when one side said its point and the other side had a person to argue

then, it turned to become an open argument where everyone could say something

i felt good while arguing over something with the support of my teammates

we are going to win, u guys

but then tomorrow is strictly a work day for me

it's only 9:06pm right now and i am already dozing off

i don't know if i would be able to live through if i actually have no more holiday

my family has been saying that it's my fault for joining so many things that would eat away all my weekends

but isn't it what u guys want?

a good grade and go to a good college

obviously, it's what i want too but then i really want support instead of teasing me

i am too tired to talk back

too tired to do so