this five days holiday is my worst in my whole life

no, i should say that it si the most remarkable and tiring holiday ever

you might have assumed thta in five days, i could at least find one day to relax

however, i actually find not even one second to relax

every minute, i am working very hard to type the 50000 words novel and it's due tomorrow

right now, i barely have 37,287 and i have a lot more to go

may God bless me to finish typing the novel on time without killing myself

continuously for two days, i have been skipping meals nad starving myself but i did not find the unusual

on the other hand, i think that i grew up from typing the 50000 words

during this project, i gave up all my playtime and spent them all on typing

i not even improved in writing skills and the speed, i also began to understand the world and my faith

i realized that my happiness and my childhood had said good-bye to me forever

on August 26, 2009, my childish thoughts and my normal schedule left me forever

i realized that true happiness will never come back until after i graduate from high school and get into UCLA or Harvard

that's when i regain my happiness in travel

please allow me to pass the upcoming two years and a half with luck and success

i don't mind working hard as long as i can have what i desired back

please... i need to be succesful and i need to win