i cant believe that today is finally the beginning of christmas break

today, it is sort of happy because i got a lot of gifts today

however, taking notes in class and taking test on the last day of school was aboslutely not peaceful or enjoyable

still, minimum day makes my life to be so good because i can go home before 1 alll the gifts

however, i didn't get to rest a second today after going home

even thoguh it is christmas and i am supposed ot rest, i decided not to do os and save all the  time for studying and reading because i don't have any more time to waste

in order to rank in the top level in the school, i have no choice but to study as hard as other smart ones

after i went home today, i decided to clean my room up first because after moving in, i didn't have time to cflean it or fix it at all

i spent freaking one hour to clean the closet and organize my clothes but my mum told me to clean all the tiles of the house becuase my aunt and the other are coming over tonight to barbecue

afterward, i startedd on my SAT test for 3 hours and a half

it was so exhasuting but i knew that i couldn't rest anymore

yes, i was turning crazy because all hte stress from school and tests

even my friends noticed that

in one of the christmas card, my friend told me that i have to keep up and keep my charm without letting the stress to overwhelm it becuase i am an unique girl

i understand that but i really have to try very hard

have a nice christmas, everyone