last day of the year

even though i don't ahve specific feeling right now, i think that i have to use today to conclude my year

actually, the year of 2009 might be best year so far because of the academic success

however, that only applies to me for the first 11 months of the year

december is not a pleasant month for me becuase i am experiencing downfall in one of my favoriate subjects

i know that there is no way i should procristinate in anything becuase i should be able to work without rest

isn't that what i am intending to do for my whole life

however, i fail... i don't have to motivation or determination to do it

when people around you are not supporting but discouraging you, you will find out how hard it is to concentrate or to be determined

right now, there is only three more days until school starts

this year has passed by at a moderate speed and so did this break

the first week of this break passed by quickly becuase i have been working my head off so that time was nothing to me

however, the second week of this break is so pleasant becyase i finally get a chance to enjoy my life nad my house since school started

relaxation is the biggest enemy of hardwork and determination

i don't feel the courage of motivation to work as hard as i did for four months

i am not sure if i would keep up with my hardwork and do good in every subject and every field

however, 2010 is a new year and a new start

if i work harder this year, everything would eventually be at ease for me

just have to work work work for 2.5 years and peace would come

i can't wait for it but i have to work for it

let's all say goodbye to 2009 and be refresh again in the new year

happy new year