It has been forever since i last updated my diary

things are going on okay for me except for a few unhappiness in school

well.... failures in subjects can always be improved but then the hardship in track practice is never lessened

now, we started the crazy track practice where we just ran 6 miles yesterday with just three stops for street lights

i am complaining again for the hardship in track even though i told myself not to

finals, movie project, tests, homework, drawing, driving, SAT, and the burden in running are taking away my life and my energy

i am always exhausted and i would like to work harder but i just can't

oh well... things would always find a way out but i am more worried about next year

i have a chance to not do cross-country next year but then i don't know if i should skip it or not because more activity would look good on my college application

however, i am taking all the hard and crazy classes next year that i am afraid i would die from running and that

i don't know.... let's focus on the final tomorrow first

i am so jealous of you guys because most of you are done with final already

more, i heard that you guys are going back to elementary school today becasue cherry just called me

what a great thing it is to go back and enjoy life with old friends

never mind about that, next week after final, i can go watch movie with friends, go to friend's house to sleep-over and then read my favorite books!!!!

heaven is waiting for me after hardship

strive for the last four days!!!!