It has been a while since i have posted my diary

it is barely 11:21am when i am in my pride class and having free time to do homework

the reason my PRIDE class which is like your LS class is so long is that we have an assembly today

i really like to share the feeling after attending to the assembly

this assembly is one where the emergency room nurse from the state of Maine came to our school to lecture us on the effect of using drugs and alcohol

i haven't thought that big a negative effect drugs had on people but i would swear that i would never try

however, the nurse prepared a lot of pictures of comparing the people who used drug before and after

the most irritating picture was a series of pictures of a lady who used drug continuously for ten years in which she took one picture every year

aside from the change of her hair style, her face and the physical feature had changed so much that she aged so rapidly in ten years

at age of 30, her face was ghast and her cheek was so thin that only her cheekbones are showing

however, i could still see that she had once been a very pretty white girl but drug had eroded her beauty

then, every year, the wrinkles on her face increased and the last picture of hers at age of 40 looked like an 80 years old old lady

then, the nurse showed us more pictures of how would drug affect our teeth and gum

picture after picture, some laughed so loud at the aging lady and some made the irritating noise to show their astonishment at the mouth of those who used drugs

however, i remained so quiet all the way because i was neither irritated by the disgusting pictures nor making fun of those who used drugs and became so ugly

instead, i pitied them so much and i would like to help to prevent that from happening

at that moment, i was adamant on my decision of being a doctor in the future in the emergency room

thus, i would like to travel in America and in other foreign countries to spread the words of not using drugs and how to help people when they were in need

facing those innocent ones who undermined the effect of drug, i think that scaring them would be the only choice